I did not feel your thank you

I gave you my very best,
I did not feel it.
You know, that you used me -
it did not heal it.

I gave you my very best,
I did not feel it.
I did not feel your thank you.

For you I was nothing and all,
for you I was nothing at all.
I was to loud, to shy,
to less for you to try.

I gave you my very best,
I did not hear it.
I did not hear your thank you.

For you I was strong and tall,
for you I was nothing at all.
I was to low, to high,
to less for you to cry.

I gave you my very best,
I did not feel it.
You know, that you used me -
it did not healt it.

gespalten

in mir da tobt es,
euer kampf,
er hat sich nicht entschieden.
ihr wisst, nicht,
wo eurer krieg,
da kein frieden.
ihr habt euch nicht entschieden,
ich bin entzweit,
inmitten eurer einsamkeit.
ich steige hinab in meine tiefen,
wusste nicht, dass die dämonen
dort schliefen.

Told feelings

I'm over it, boy,
I'm over it, boy.
So many years and I'm.
I'm almost over it, boy.
It told you so.
I hold myself, oh.
Too much feelings and nobody's here to do so.
Why won't you,
why don't you,
why can't I just let you go?

the lie of trying

please don't try to tell me.
you don't understand the spell.
you don't understand me.

please don't try to show me.
you don't see the look.
you don't see me.

please don't try to reach me.
you don't feel the distance.
you don't feel me.

please don't try to teach me.
you don't know my lesson.
you don't know me.

please don't try to try it.
you understand the trying,
you don't understand me.

a word - you see

honesty is not a word to see,

more than a spoken phrase.

be yourself, everyone else is already....

your lies are so fucked up

they won't set you free.
empty dishes are full of wishes,
you can't see,

a whole generation is holding your back,

but I won't, no I don't,
I can't be yourself anymore.

Where we shouldn't find us

fathers they teach us,
in our darkest hours they reach us.
they know where we are,
when we are lost in ourselves.
daughters don't know them,

in their darkest hours they are
afraid to show then,
they don't know where they
are, when they are lost in themselves.

Fremdheißen

Ich kann dir nicht sagen, was du selbst nicht weißt.
In deiner Fremde. Kannst dich dort nicht beklagen.
Du kannst von nichts nicht fühlen, was es heißt.

empty oceans

head's full of instead,
sink and swim,
oceans of emotions,

I'm running, but no,
I'm not afraid!

Fülle die Idylle

Du sagst, das Leben sei kein Ponyhof,
Ich bin sehr froh, denn ich finde diese Viecher doof.
Wäre allergisch gegen die Idylle,
gegen das Leben in all seiner Fülle.
Es macht mir nichts aus,
mich standesgemäß zu mäßigen,
bin ich doch von meinem Verstand besessen.

here and now's lie

time is moving slowly,

time is moving fast.

I'm flirting with the moment,

by living in the past!

next to myself

a thousand words unspoken.

weak, wake, awoken?

crawling back to him. crawling back to me.
crawling back to him. crawling back to me.
standing in front of you. standing next to me.
there's the distance between you and ...
that's all I can see. 

beautisfaction

you beautiful one. inside out and outside's gone.
fearing nothing - afraid of everyone.

Tanz

Drehen. Drehen wir uns im Kreis.
Im Kreis der Vergangenheit. Dort sind wir eins.
Im Licht der Zukunft, im Zweifel des Scheins.
Reich mir deine Hand.
Das Ziel, es ist altbekannt.

all for all of it

so much violence in this silence.
so much wrong in this right.
do you agree or is this your fight?
your eyes are empty and so are mine.
we try to kill emotions, pretending we're fine.

Der Hall des Scheins

Zu viele Menschen und zu wenig von mir.
Die Essenz des Nicht seins. Der Hall des Scheins.
Zu viele Gedanken und zu wenig von hier.
Die Essenz des Nicht seins. Der Hall des Scheins.
Zu viel Vergangenheit und zu wenig wir.
Die Essenz des Nicht seins. Der Hall des Scheins.
Zu viel von mir und zu wenige Menschen.
Der Hall des Seins. Die Essenz des Scheins.
Zu viel von hier und zu wenige Gedanken.
Der Hall der Seins. Die Essenz des Scheins.
Zu viel wir und zu wenig Vergangenheit.
Der Hall des Seins. Die Essenz Scheins.

tonight's life

tonight I'm going to burn the bridges behind me,
silence those voices inside me.
tonight I'm going to drown in nowhere,
it'll lead me into the flood of everywhere.
tonight I'll leave it all behind,
and a brand new tomorrow will be there to find.
tonight I'm on the edge,
but what if tonight's a whole life -
and just another written page?

Sprachlos

Was sprechen wir an, wenn wir es aussprechen. Können wir uns ansprechen, ohne es
auszusprechen? Sprich es aus, denn ich kann die Wahrheit nicht ertragen.

Der Schatten der Liebesstrahlen

Ich liebe die Liebe. So klar und rein. Sie strahlt mich an.
Geblendet von dem Licht schreite
ich weiter. Weiter zu dir. Weiter. Und weiter weg von mir.
Ich strahle, du strahlst, wir strahlen uns an.
Wir gehen weiter. Zusammen. Zusammen strahlen wir.
Das Licht strahlt weiter, als wir uns
davon entfernen. Wir lassen die Schatten hinter uns.
Wir gehen den Weg gemeinsam. Einsam.
Gemeinsam. Doch wir strahlen.
Wir lassen die Schatten hinter uns, bis wir ihnen am Ende des
Weges gegenüberstehen.